I'm happy. Really happy.
Lately, I've been realizing just how good I got it.
I'm not phyiscally sick, mentally sick or emotionally sick. I am self-confident, and I don't hate myself. I am not pessimistic and I tend to see the silver lining moreso than the cloud.
My future is bright. I will make it through my last two years of high school (!!!!). I will get good grades and I won't need to worry about how I'm gonna pay for university.
I have people that I love and people that love me.
I honestly have no complaints right now. I mean, none that has to do with my own self.
I am really glad I'm not cynical. Like super cynical. I read some things that people write, or things they have in their msn names and I just want to.... prescribe them Zoloft or something. It's sad. and nothing I can say will make them feel better.
Because it's all about insecurities and self-esteem issues
It half makes me want to be a shrink when I graduate so I can make sure that there aren't as many little girls like that in the future.
I wonder why I'm writing here instead of Myspace... Guess I don't feel like writing this stuff there. This place seems more personal. I hope if you're reading this you don't take this entry the wrong way.
I'm not vain or cocky. And I'm not picking on anyone in particular.
I just need to vent to someplace that isn't Myspace.
k, thnx. bye.
last five
Taking a break...ish - August 06, 2006
Adios! - June 03, 2006
Oh, Happy Day! - May 26, 2006
Happy! - May 23, 2006
Ottawa = Amazing! - May 22, 2006
amy
girl, sixteen, veggie, crazy black hair, green eyes, glassses, braces. grade 10 @ mmc, random, opinionated, out-goingly shy =)
loves
music, being happy, dancing like a mad woman, key changes, bananas, my friends + family, solitaire, wind, coldplay, when people protect me from cats.
hates
bad moods, cats, long fingernails, fake people, covers that sound like the originals, closed shower curtains, hypocrites, hair dryers, the honor roll.